Zine Dreams
Paper words seem to hold a permanence that their online counterparts are incapable of. This is not true. It’s one of the most terrifying, immovable facts of the Internet Age that everything you post online becomes permanent. Every stupid little thing you posted when you were thirteen and half awake. It’ll be there embarrassing your solemn memory when your body is nothing more than dust.
Yet posting on the internet does not afford the same sense of immortality as words with a beating papery heart. Maybe it’s being able to curl up in a bed with those words at night, feel their lumps and bumps and hair, and think it’s impossible that this couldn’t last forever. Humans have deluded themselves with these very conclusions for centuries. And I don’t intend to buck the trend.
That is why I am drawn to the idea of the taking The Young Poetry and its contents and folding them into the pages of a zine. A zine that would be released physically in Sydney, among friends and acquaintances and anyone on the street who’s interested. A zine that could be mailed to its contributors anywhere in the world. A zine to be found in a draw in ten years and laughed at, with no recollection of how serious it seemed at the time.
That is the goal. A physical, tangible real paper blooded zine of all the Young Poetry Poetry on a desk somewhere. Maybe after ten or so poets are featured. I’ll put that goal out here, just to establish some accountability. If it creates an incentive for anyone, that’s exciting. If it doesn’t, at least it will keep me honest.
And in that spirit, here’s a quote I stand by but am yet to confirm with personal experience:
“Nobody tells this to people who are beginners, I wish someone told me. All of us who do creative work, we get into it because we have good taste. But there is this gap. For the first couple years you make stuff, it’s just not that good. It’s trying to be good, it has potential, but it’s not. But your taste, the thing that got you into the game, is still killer. And your taste is why your work disappoints you. A lot of people never get past this phase, they quit. Most people I know who do interesting, creative work went through years of this. We know our work doesn’t have this special thing that we want it to have. We all go through this. And if you are just starting out or you are still in this phase, you gotta know its normal and the most important thing you can do is do a lot of work. Put yourself on a deadline so that every week you will finish one story. It is only by going through a volume of work that you will close that gap, and your work will be as good as your ambitions. And I took longer to figure out how to do this than anyone I’ve ever met. It’s gonna take awhile. It’s normal to take awhile. You’ve just gotta fight your way through.”
― Ira Glass
Put yourself on a deadline, contribute to theyoungpoetry@gmail.com by the end of February.
